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Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Have you ever wondered if there was a difference between reality and your eternal dreams?
I've had the pleasure of waking up no a never ending nightmare. Everyday.

I thought I had found my safe haven or somewhat of a euphoria when I met him. Let's call him... Mr. A. You see Mr. A was very fond of women, I knew that from the start when I met him. But with all due respect he was a very charitable person. A charitable penis that is.

Yes, he was a good friend. Undeniable truth. With his lavish sense of maturiy and humour he was a very good friend indeed. He was always there for me when I needed him. Late night rendezvous and phone calls. It was moments I lived with him which was temporary. I knew that fact. It was just a temporary escapism that I made myself believe. But all that happiness ended, when I saw that inhumane part of him. Which was built or part of a personality every human has.

His lack of emotion scared me a little. But the twist of this entire "love" story is that both of never did feel any common emotion for each other. I loved him as a person. And he was in it for the pleasure of having another number in his life.

I was that number he thought he could break so easily.

But honestly under all that skin of he potrays himself to be. There was a human. A human that I loved so deeply. He had a smile that was filled with troubles and lies he tries to hide. A face that wears a mask made by me and him. Together we made a memory we knew we could never forget. We built a place that only both of us could understand. He was a person who was honest with me every step of the way. And that honesty was the only reason I broke.

In the end, this world that we make believe was filled with lies. Our own lies that we ignored. And all good things came to an end. Both of us... came to an end.


"I'll disappear, cause' living makes me feel ashamed."- The Bravery

kimi. @ [Tuesday, November 08, 2011]

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