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Let the rain fall...
Friday, June 25, 2010
Okies~ Blog time~ This week has been very hollow. Lots of crap has been going on. From parents, to boyfriend, to friends... it never stops right? Someone told me before " if something doesn't make you happy, why stick with it?". Well... I guess that's the point of today's blog. Not everything in life WILL make you happy. You have your ups and downs. Everyone has their flaws, their good side. But you've got to look at the good side. I've been doing things that never do make me happy. Putting on fake smiles just for the sake of the world. I think lots of people have been doing that. No one really knows how much other people are suffering. But when we think about it... every small thing that people do for us, even a small gesture could mean alot. Today, my friend's mom
passed away, because of
cancer. She used to fight with her mom, getting angry, saying her Boyfriend was the only one who understood her. But it wasn't him, it was her mother that was with her when she was crying. Where was her so called
friends? Where was her so called
boyfriend? It was her
mother, who is now gone (May God Bless Your Soul).
We always take other people for granted. We never do make them happy till they are gone. You don't have to force yourself to do things that will make other people happy, or make you feel like you belong. What's the point of doing that, when it'll make you feel bad...
I've lost the mood to write this somehow... when i keep on typing this... I feel somewhat of a reality check. I'm not gonna go around preaching. I'm just gonna be happy being me. Doing what I like. If you can't take it then... too bad. Best not be around me then ^^
i'm like a torn rose, if only you know the damage that you've done to meLabels: rain, smiles, someone
kimi. @ [Friday, June 25, 2010]